So many ways in on

Ciaossu~

2010-03-27T12:05:00.000-07:00

Ciaossuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~

EUGENE LOH JIA HAO
is here to help this maplehead brother of mine to update his !@#$%^&*
dead blog...(he should thank me for this XD)

Hmmm...how to start ley.....okay lets start with his maple head and his girlish ass.
(he would definitely wack me asfter reading this post) T.T

What he did this few days are,STUDYSTUDY&STUDY~
(I GOT TALK SOMETHING GOOD HOR!!)
Went to soka concert with nicholas,aliciataoeh,marcus & MEMEME!! The concert was kinda
boring at the start but it got better when the past when the japanversion of NAZI came
i was so fucking high~wahaha~
After that went to have supper at batok dhen slackslackslack. talk crap with the group of
malay brothers dhen went home.Now blogging for this CHAOAHQUA!! LOL!!
I SHOULD BLOG FOR HIM MORE OFTEN MAN~ maybe can create a story here. (:

I shall leave now,rememeber i'll be back for more ladies and gentlemen.
(i think is gf would be laughing when he read this) XD

Byeeeeeee peopleeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.... ^^

The giant O

2010-01-11T05:28:00.000-08:00

Hey hey back to post! Guess what day issit! no any other day! but the day i would look forward to the next year! The day ALL my hardwork would pay off,the day my hair will grow! The day I can finally open my next chapter in LIFE!
That day....my friendly bloggers,Is the Giant O level results day :)
Well saw all my old bud's today :) some happy,some sad, And of course,some the good ol'same them!Much have we been through and now they'r finally graduating yea? hahas,I don't want to see you guys in class EVER again!(as much as i hate to) hahas ....
Well today i'm glad i went for the result presentation thing.It has hit me how much effort i have to put myself through to eventually get what i want.A giant milestone,with a huge effort to push myself to that milestone.Going to keep this post short, so first of all I'll miss you guys sooooo much! hahas all the moments we had and the crap,and i wished i could have graduated with you guys,but as reality comes back in i would now rather work hard to get better grades as you guys :) ahhahahahs. YEAPS u HEARD ME! 9 POINTS baby !! I would study hard i swear i swear! today when we just sat at the prata shop and chatted about our trips in life together and the thing we shared, I really hope we could keep in contact yea?
Good luck buddies and all the best in life,never forget the comrade u left behind life's too short so hope u guys get the best of it!Much love and sadness we shared,helping each other through shit and even laughing at the shit right after we got over it.From the bottom of ma heart PLEASE Don't forget me ya? :D muahahahas,
specially dedicated to the old 1/2 and the whole of my batch.love you guys and will never forget ya :)In loving memory off....
the cow,the wolf and the mouse
Michelle totally rushed for the photo hahas,remembrance of the motherfucker and the times we spent after school at the playground :D

The priest and the Drunk dude

This has many to say.THree words,bboy,crap and Chinese gardens! FTW?!?

The Belo tai tai and the belo bunny
This one has too many stories and more! ahahs loads of crappy funny memories and of course those times that were pretty much down,we were there foreach other and hope it stays that way :) tc yooo no matter what.

To the matrep to be nasrul!!I meant rude boy lols
loads of crap and this guy greww ALOTT! hahas

this one is too my ol bud dan.

Lols stupid but probably the last pic we took.ahhas fuck it ;) besta luck in L.A or where-ever ur at anyways

well enough said and yes i'm done for now :) much loves to the peeps above and everywhere,SOme i couldn't find the pic so I STILL LOVE you aight? hahas TC YO :)-nique

62nd~<3 -nique

Obscurity

2010-01-07T04:41:00.000-08:00

I love ya babe :) with all my heart ya? Ain't going mushy and shit,but ya just wanna get it off my chest yo :)
cheers to us

the old times gone

2010-01-01T07:38:00.000-08:00

Hey guys back to blog! :) New year celebration was rather odd D: in a way.But oh well bye bye 2009 and hellooooo 2010.awesome date today F.Y.I. :) anyways Its A NEW YEAR! It seems disturbingly fast O: and i'm really hoping it'll pass as fast as the 'o9.
O's here i come! (-.- about time) and i totally need to get my study engine back up.No more nonsensical 'fun' times to deprive me from my future eh? :)
oh god fulfill my following resolutions :)
1:To get 9 points for the major gigantic O
2:To head on with a more cheerful practical attitude,I know i can think alot sometimes without actions.
3:Hope to keep in touch with my 'un'-retained friends! **** really important****
4: My dance vocabulary to become a giant dictionary
5:Stay as Nicholas.*winks*

Yeaps thats about all.For now ill just let things go the way they are.Feeling abit dizzy here o.o so dun mind me if i made any stupid engwish mistakes ya? hahas :) see u guys around
cheers to 2010.

hey babe,perhaps the 52nd aint so bad after all eh?12 roses of my finger blisters.even thorns doesnt hurt so bad.
Cheers !

When was the last time u watched a happy show?

2009-12-23T23:18:00.000-08:00

Hey guys :) back to post!Well i recently watched this show the blind side,and wow i realise its been ages since i watched a happy giving show.As unrealistic as some happy shows can be this one is pretty logical and best of all.Like twilight it was based on a book first than to a movie.Its based on a real person,did a little research on the show and Michael Oher actually exists!2009 drafted player by NFL's Baltimore ravens.He played the right tackle and owns it :) The show is about a black kid that kinda lost his ways in life,being a orphan and such.Soon he found himself jumping from his friend's family to finally the Tuohy family.Thats where his football career started.A really happy giving family show you guys should watch to brighten your day!Another favorite added to my happy list! hahas :)

OH OH! and its Christmas eve yo!having Dance camp during christmas and the day after O: hahas exciting? perhaps :) i'll post up loads of pics after the camp aight? in the mean time..Have you guys been good this year? hahas cause you wouldn't want to piss Santa would you?..a very merry christmas to you guys in advance :) btw Satan's totally gonna get own by santa,know why?cause he my brother~*($50 dollar hat) *coughs :)

Lets hope this christmas Santa's more giving ya?but most of all a great family spend christmas!

-nique-,seems like forever doesn't it?
p.s see u guys around :)

I'm Yours(ukulele)

2009-12-11T08:48:00.001-08:00

A smile for today...... :)

my style

2009-12-10T21:27:00.000-08:00

Wattup peeps,back to posting again.Currently at home with nothing to do.Trying to pass time by doing random shit.hahas, no more slacking for Nicholas Ng.Went to Thailand recently with my family, was pretty fun and stuff.Except that whenever u see a pretty girl, you become all confused cause maybe behind that blouse or tank top,behind the horizon of the pantie,maybe and just maybe a huge monster could be lying in there waiting to stand up proudly.hahahs went to see the aqua/gay show.The girls there i swear with my straight intent that they were actually pretty damn hot,than while watching it'll strike u like every 15 minutes or so that they're actually guys. :/ what a turn off.But oh wells i sympathies them.I mean think about it,Its like u know when they say stuff about reincarnation? There was this show about being reborn and stuff.It was one of 'em weird chinese shows where there was a scene.Like this girl that died and her soul went into this stage where they'll judge you and see whether your fit to reborn into another human being.And so ya .blah blah blah she was judged decided she can become human again and this is the thing.It showed her flying into some girl that was about to give birth 'hole' and she was swimming with alot other 'dead' people,(meaning shes a sperm if you dun get it).So with this scene in your mind.My concept is like ,perhaps she swam into a baby boy.
AND BAM!!! there goes Thailand's population progress.Wonder if they have population problems? O:
lols -.- ok half of this post was dedicated to the gay's :) Respect!!
hhas i'm done for now.See you guys around :)

Electric boogaloos,legend of my style of kinetic movement.
BOoGaLoOs! ,peace

2009-11-29T09:54:00.000-08:00

Hey guys back to blog and to dust up a lil...probably closing this blog..lols pretty useless anyways...
Been busy and hectic with all the working and stuff.Need to get myself back to the minimum study mode and get my tuition teacher back on the hot seat.O's are up soon and i wanna get the hell outta the school.Friends pretty much graduated already,and not really expecting any retainees i guess..ahhas :) see u guys around poly!! I am so going to get my ass on NP or SP.Unfold my third chapter in life and start on a new page.Life's pretty bitter sweet now and hope i could keep in contact with the graduating friend..hahhas loads of misses to them and their bull crap.hahas

The picture of u guys dancing the night away would always stay in my heart :)
peace

commitments

2009-11-13T21:08:00.000-08:00

Hey guy back here to blog again.
Decided to update again ...At a certain point in time i suddenly questioned myself to how i have the ability to not keep a consistency on commitments.Such as this blog ...its one fine example on how i can keep things constant.Definitely not the first time how i felt this way but finally decided to blog about it.

Dance; as much as i love it , sometimes i get easily swayed by my own emotions and moods to whether or not to go for practice...yes i admit as stupid as it is.Life caught on between the ups and downs and how i have failed miserably to commit to it.Regretting again and again yet the repetitive cycle continues.How i hate how i do stuff sometimes my way .,..which obviously puts the irony to it on how so many people wants things their way yet usually its to benefit them.
i need to blog this down so i can remind myself how i cock things up always, with my selfish ways of doing things.though my endless desire to seek better dance movements i can't seem to understand myself better enough to eventually get into a mindset where i would fight for this passion.No excuses No mistakes needed.I need to Commit

Nicholas! Get it BACK on track!

P.s Remind nick remind nick

Lately~

2009-10-22T20:01:00.000-07:00

Hey guys back to posting after the examss~~ totally turned on my holiday button and shut down the scary academic side of me :) hahas , Well found a job way before school ends ,and got afew friends along.Don't laugh but its some cleaning company job >< the pays good so i dun care! hahas,
Afew things i wanna get done during the holidays:
Hell lotta cash for stuff like shirts,shoes, A drum set?? but if IF i can earn that much
-think of getting inked too- O:
To start with drum lessons again.
Dance lessons?*perhaps*
Bridging program(need ta start preparing for o's)
Maybe heading to Seoul ski-ing ? O.O
Catch up with few of my ol'buds in sec 4 after their o's! (must must must)
Another chinese garden session? hahas :)

ahhas yea pretty much all of the above.OH oh!~ got a new kitten too :) hahas SOCKS!
hahas playing with him now.. i see u guys around ok?

*dusted up by Nique.

The BOB GAME :)

2009-09-20T00:45:00.001-07:00

Click on your choice ..LOVED this game! LOVE-D.
And i still love bob :)

kanye is a bad boy

2009-09-18T07:05:00.001-07:00

Kanye continues his history of onstage award-show rants.

;Why is Kanye such a ________ ?
Okay. I am just in love with taylor.
Not really. Just that her songs are more sane than Kanye's, dont you think? Heh.

Ciao. Just dusting your blog.

;DAVEmatt

Ticking time bomb

2009-09-14T04:18:00.000-07:00

Started out on a broad road,
now hanging by a thread,
i wished i had the strength to get rid,
of that green eyed monster.

As usual had another weird day.I feel so stupid and just wished my brain could explode!
When i thought i could find strength to hold my thoughts and just stand up without being conscience I lost It.
Totally drunked in my own confusion...ahhh fuck,who gives a shit anyway

p.s thanks dave :)

fruits are lovely

2009-09-13T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hello! I am back after few minutes.
I just realise strawberry and banana goes well together!
Don't get turn on dude!

;DAVEmatt

smoking is cute

2009-09-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

This is the simplicity and wonders of smoking.

;your blog had been terrorized again, my friend.
;DAVEmatt

Born

2009-09-11T23:49:00.000-07:00

Hey guys! xD back to post yoo~ ahah so its a saturday afternoon,and im back on my computer.Well i started with dota first.lols i aint a ahbeng or anything ya? hahas just that i felt requisite of it.LOLs dun ask me why..its just comes and goes.The day is looking bright so far.No storm in sight(literally and metaphorically)
started today with my tuition from 10:45-1:00pm woooo A math is the SEX! lols binomail,polynomails,partial fractions,trigo,further trigo,logarithms,coordinate geomtryETC. hahas loads and loads of shit to revise over and over again.Was wondering if the last year me was staring at me posting this shit down doubt i'll understand what i'm talking about.lols so tea screw the last year me and get pass sec 3 this year.hahas in a very guilty kinda way im hoping to see ex 3/2's in my class! xD ahhas but thats NO excuse for any of ya'll to not study YA? hahas i know ya'll miss me.now now .....dun cry....-.- ok im loosing grip.lols I'll see ya'll around again.

p.s:the above pic is my painting for Final years...took forever to get it done.not very nice but oh well.it'll do for now .
-nick-

Heya there

2009-09-10T09:30:00.000-07:00

Hey guys :) here to blog again.Been at home the wholeeee day! and now finally able to settle down to blog. First 2 person i least expect to see my house first thing in the morning was Vanessa and Elin AIK! lols the 2 bellow queens entered my castle as thy king was slumbering away in his private throne.When his sister princess Angel~ knocked on his royal door and told thy king that someone was in need of his presence.
hahas crapping ><>AFter tuiton Roy came over and yea crapped as usual till ten and he left too.
Study study study.Thats all i'm concentrating on for now..last thing i really need now is Bad bad bad bad bad results. so yea am gonna hit the books later on or tomorrow :D
p.s thanks to the 2 bellow princesses that brightened up my morning...oh wait..er...Afternoon >< :) -nick just another day

Nonchalant

2009-09-05T04:08:00.000-07:00

Dota's is stupid shit..lols I'm currently waiting for odell a.k.a "small" boy.
Dang here i am wastingmy life away after 3 hr of study perhaps will head for my chores later.
Results suck big time...>< think im going to studyyy wayy more...Tsk..though one of the english paper i got highest...along with the indonesian mr gallen. or however u spell his name lols jokes...
Though i passed math
Though i pass huamities
Though i sucked at chinese as usual
Though i passed english....
Though art took alot of time,and i didnt gave it.
I seriously hve to pass my EOY damn it or it'll jsut be the end of me..Lols seriously...

Got alot of shit to handle now..as usual...tsk And i keep wondering what his thinking.
ahhh fuck~ fuck it all....I'm going to head downstairs to clear some air.

-nick-

Hey NICKY!

2009-09-03T05:20:00.001-07:00

DAVE WANTS TO KNOW WHAT DID YOU GET? DAVE WANTS YOU TO COME TO YOUR SENSES AT TIMES. DAVE MISS YOU. GOOD BYE.

SIGNING OFF,
DAVE! C:

Mine

2009-08-31T08:41:00.000-07:00

My past i looked through the window,
As i saw life takes it by force,
i wish lord,I died on my cross
Perhaps Selfish desire took me by storm,
as the wind blows and the stars stared down
little holes on heaven's floor they were
my soles tightened and my mind poured,
like the storm of the never-rain,
i sat there and cried,
I closed my eyes and said goobye

I continue to stare at my bottomless pit,
I wondered how i dug so deep,
I sat there helpless,
Hoping for a ant to lend a hand,
I swore i needed a friend to bury me,
Tears Tranquilled,as i said below,

'You'll only love when its gone,so I died for the people around"
"Please describe me,ohhhh~ how i feel"
"How'd I just sat there and saw my life unplug"

my song

2009-08-31T08:26:00.000-07:00

I've been a victim of
A selfish kinda love
It's time that I realize
There are some with no home
Not a nickel to loan
Could it be really pretending that they're not alone

A willow deeply scarred
Somebody's broken heart
And a washed out dream
(Washed out dream)
They follow the pattern of the wind ya' see
'Cause they got no place to be
That's why I'm starting with me

I'm starting with the man in the mirror
I'm asking him to change his ways
And no message could have been any clearer
If you wanna make the world a better place
Take a look at yourself and then make a change

hell yea~

Lyrics

2009-08-24T08:23:00.000-07:00

Perhaps i've found the road to somewhere,
somewhere in HIS grace.

"his"? whose his? what is his? sometimes i wished i could find myself in his arms? or maybe hers.than it would sound better yea?

a short post of reminder to me

Taking a toll

2009-08-23T04:54:00.000-07:00

Blogger is screwing on me again.ANd i just really need to blog this down but i have really no idea what happened last night....CAN someone feel me in?
I'm just so confused.I don't know anymore,i wished u'll underestand how we were the pass 7 months?

Thats it

Jack Daniel's commercial "His Way"

2009-08-17T03:16:00.001-07:00

ohhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Perhaps

2009-08-05T08:34:00.000-07:00

Perhaps it was the expectation or that false belief in a miracle of doubt.However i say it , im just to say i cant make the words i want out to release between these two front doors.Perhaps its the way u say ur jokes or the simplest sentences u say that draws me back to 'it'.Perhaps i just really couldn't give a shit about my pride anymore and lowered my minor self into nth,or perhaps a size of a bacteria.
Why the flare of emotions came out as colourfull as rainbows u see in the sky.Or the simple colours that got mixed into secondary ones? I have really given alot of thought and perhaps None of these thousand words could compare to your simple five line of words.Pouring myself in to such parts of life,the outburst of my emotions could simply take me flying of somewhere else.Perhaps u dont want any part of this.
but.......
"perhaps" i do.....
-Nique-

2009-08-03T06:32:00.000-07:00

I love basketball......err..but not like that (HERE YOU GO YIMLING!)

Random

2009-08-03T04:15:00.000-07:00

hey guys :) Well i just wanna say i love POWER RANGERs :) (who doesnt?)

Malaysian Idol (Michael Jackson)

2009-08-02T01:46:00.001-07:00

RIP MJ Looks like i aint the only one missing him

The party

2009-08-01T19:55:00.000-07:00

Well guys! im back :) and finally some stuff to post on.
First of all as ya'll know i went to Janice party yesterday? OH now that i've said that HAPPY BIRTHDAY TODAY JANICE!! :) hahas, ok back to the party.So as i said i sorta have a feeling the party is going to be eventfull right?Well yea it was.Alot of the ol '1/2' ppl went and of course there were the issues that we had with each other.But all together it Was D-O-P-E in a very very very different sense and yes i said the word brian! incase ur reading :) Some people may see it,Some people may not! but hell to that cause as long as i know im happy.So yea Drank abit here and there as life continues hahas.I went to cook curry at Dulcie's house first though i didnt do anything haha it was fun.To finally go back to my ol'classmates and feel the sense of maturity up to level.All left soon at around 11:30-11:45.Thank god i managed to catch the 'last bus' and by than it was nearing twelve! which means : first: its janice birthday
second:Hell gate is opened!(at bugis stated by He An)
hahas so yea those that went to the party should think of the changes it did? hahas :) FUNNNNsation.
Oh and now that that is done and over with,on with updates ON ME! ( i know u guys have been waiting for this!~) muahaha lols -.-
First i cutted my back hair,before that my back hair could fold over my ear (pictures would be posted)
Second i may be signing up for O school recital! (OMG)
Third i miss micheal jackson now for some reason ( f* i aint gay)
Fourth I'm going night studyy~(study study study)
Fifth i'm going to end this post ...
as we chatted the times passed in awkardness,yet i knew there was that glimpse of "IT"

Gone and appreciated

2009-07-31T19:42:00.000-07:00

Hey guys back to post,finally got my lazy ass onto blogger.Well its a saturday morning and im at home wondering the pass 4 years....... again.hahas Ms Wai our teacher from sec 1 till now has left to go onto another industry im guessing.(she didn't want to tell anyone where she was going) But anyways it was alll very emotional i guess.Heard that 4/2 really did broke down.I was thinking about that very fact,the one teacher that saw us through the 3 going 4 years has just left like that,the one that saw through our changes in life and the hates and loves we shared..It was so sudden that Most of us couldnt take it yea? Ever wondered with all these friendship issues we have in class or at least misunderstandings what so ever that if one of us were to be like Ms Wai and just left would these issues be resolved?Well its very controversial i guess?The special thing about yesterday was of alll people i went home with Ms Wai! the very last company i'll have from her before god knows when i'll ever see her again? We chatted on the bus and well i wasnt litterally holding back tears but just plainly feeling rather sad?
These thoughts just fills my head and i always have difficulty organising it.But as for now Im heading over to Dulcie's first ,gotta get Janice here pressent :)) Have this very strong feeling that something is going to happen of some sort.? oh well..cya guys around

So we were left off,chucked in the corner shelf where the followers carried on licking their boots.

it happens every year

2009-07-21T08:47:00.000-07:00

Hey guys and once again im here to post.Lols and the only reason is cause i have something to post about.

Welll~ its my birthday! ahhas happy birthday to ME! :) A new year in my life,gonna use it well and not like the 15 year ol nick? hahas its exactly 8 minutest till my birthday ends.So how did i celebrate it most people ask me? hahas well here u will know how.lols first of alll i got wished by alot of people and that was already a celebration for me! :) hahas,and plus its a school day eh? gotta take that into consideration therefore i didn't take it as an excuse to slack another day!ahaha GOD nick your16 man! the last time i remembered was the time i was having assembly in 1/2?!? hahahs welll thats life i guess? i flashes by and before u know it ur old! lols though the painfull times seemed slow we all get by it dun we? plus i heard tomorrow the 22nd of july scientist expects a tsunami to hit or something? but they dunno where :) so im just gratefull im able to realise the littles joys of my everyday life,from many things i learned how to appreciate all around me? hahas :) and plus i'm 16~! so,love you guys if we have to swim like the fishes tomorrow hahas.

AND AND Dont miss the eclipse at estimated around 8am TOmmorow morning guys! hope you'll catch it! i'll update pics some time soon :)
Kobe bryan is in town too btw! from LA lakers the legend,superstar,role model,etc. himself! gonna coach some lucky guys from singapore's youth team! DANG i wish i had the tix ;/ oh well :) Tingyi and afew friends promised me pics! so lets hope i'll get em too~ woots :)

P.s sorry for it being so wordy :) take your time to read guys! imma sign off now! 2 minutes before birthday ends!: )

From the heart

2009-07-14T02:59:00.000-07:00

Hhas hey guys..been sick these 2 days,therefore not going to school.

Sorta suddenly decided to blog again for some unknown reason.
'When u come to a certain point in life where u have to confront or face ur worst of demon's,and u came to a point where only words mean something.Talk with your heart? Or at least talk without thinking too much or therefore thy words shall lose its true meaning'
hahas random shit ? but yea someone sorta told me that and it kept me thinking?
hahas .....i guess perhaps when people all appear different suddenly infront of you,it wasn't them that changed .
it was you????

yea o.o i know.....deeeeeeeeeepppp shit eh?
Been dancing alot lately..-.- or more like i have always been randomly dancing all the time.Upon hearing any rhythm,be it in my head or my surrounding.lols really hope my popping's improving.(dance first think later) thats the soul and art of the body movement called dance.
truthfully i have no idea what im typing down here o.o buttttt,im just doing it anyways hahas :)
I shall just stop here eh? lols

wow talk about deep shit,i've never known u that way before

Life's tiny winy bits

2009-05-10T19:55:00.000-07:00

Hey fellow bloggers :) its me up to post again xD hahas Sooooo It was a saturday when i had an appointment with a buncha dancers to session :))) hahas,Dang it was fun.Was a weee bit to high that day..(NOT THE CHOCOLATE BRIAN!) hahas :)
Let me introduce to you guys the session peeps!

The one with te ear phones would be Diana (a popper with clean hits that she claims she doesn't?)
Green shirt would be BRIAN! lols lyrical, Hip hop dancer :) an awesome friend
White shirt with specs would be Nik! :) same pronounciation as Nick hahas :) his learning reggea from hui xian.
Hui xian is the one that appears the first few pics with Brian's Blue hat :) hahas.Shes SUPER flexible? EEKS!
Laslt Wilfred the one with the light blue shirt :) hahas Lyrical hip hop dancer ,his learning popping too! :) wooots!
So, had a great day,only thing is that its all the way at parkway Parade! super far :) hahas but it was all worth it ,had fun :)SooOoo yea thats my day! OH OH OH! and SYDCREW results are out! *GUESS WHO GOT IN? xD hahas check it out peeps. http://sydcrew.blogspot.com

gotta go have ta study :) see ya!

I sat there and realise how these moments in life are the ones i treasure most.and not the times when im alone and triumph.

Life was sorta big crash

2009-05-05T03:07:00.000-07:00

heyy guyss today was chinese exam.O.o and helll i didnt understand paper 2.Screweedd~ after that wanted to hang with roy and the rest but guess they made it to BPP and as usual o.o would feel awkward?i dunno why but i have been feeling like left out of some sort? haha the usual sensitive self? i dunno..lols its like i always self invite to go with them >< cant blame them either i guess? hahas cause i havent been hanging with them for ages....oh wellllllll
so went to ben house to mahjong abit here and there and poof i came home...Got tuition at 7 xD BEst of luck for everyones exams :) hope allt heir hardwork wouldpay off in ink.for a letter 'A' -.-
Cya guys :)
-nicholas-

i guess for now its the karma that flowed through and maade me feel how others felt before?

The two days of gold

2009-05-02T21:23:00.000-07:00

Just a few random drawings too :) and we the 3 muskkeeterrsss

OK :) heyguys finally found something to blog about? Sorry i acnt keep a consistent updating habit cause sometimes there is just no drive to it or at least nothing to blog about?Well apparently this weekend was pretty awesome! :)
Friday i went out with the devil himself D.Lauchengco! hahaa the awesome artist? hahas we smoked our asses out and just lepaked(Slack around) hahas....Well we chatted abt loads of stuff,Thanks man lauchengco,U helped alot.. :) Though u might not know but u kinda got it through my head somehow...O! and Daren's also know as King ink? hahas that bastard XD That nickname was totally self proclaimed? hahas oh wellls he deserves that nick.After alll HE IS THE artist?!Many people tend to miscomprehend a guy by his history his past and etc. But Well if u really get to know lauchengo his a totally different person.Well for me he was just a guy that i didn't know though.I dun really assume who a person is until i really know for sure? So there was this homeless guy that suddenly walk pass the dustbin which was just 1 metre away from us and he took a cigg bud from the ashtray of the dustbin and suddenly started smoking it.Some of u guys will go like ewwwwwwwww? But Daren just said to me 'hey man just pass the guy a stick' Well i didnt had any left so i passed him my current one.That was when the 'soft' side of daren came out.hahas...But it made my hair stand.The courage of one to even help the society? I mean what are the odds of that.So Daren was like talking to the homeless guy and sorta making him feel like his not really alone? Well before we knew it i was in macdonalds queuing up with Daren for the guy's meal! Well been ages since i really stepped out and started helping people like that O.o The guy havent eaten in days! and all he eats is left overs in the streets?!?! GOsh..Guys! Some of us are like sitting at home brooding over friendship,relationship problems and such,but we always take other things for granted? like WTF O.o ?
So we gave the guy his meal and the smile on his face and the feeling deep inside? haha u can never ever describe that feeling in words.We headed to causeway to popular where daren introduced me underground art magazine and awesome pens! lols he has a NUTS for pens i tell u.His the miracle worker for pens too.whenever u cant find a certain amount of pens in a stash he could just suddenly dig out one.This happened when we were at popular? hahas funny as hell,cause we were finding 0.4 black tip pens and all there was in the value savers corner were blue pens? I SWEAR the wholleeeee stashw as blue! hahas and he was like useing his usual fate mootivational talk? he was im fated to have one black pen from this blue stash.AND HE GOT IT! But thats not the scary part.i was like u cant possibly find one more and POOF he got another one? hahas all hail king ink!Well that ended labour day for me :) My treasured days and one of my memories kept within.

The next day which was a saturday started off lazyy? had to wake up at 7.30am? First i slept at 2am late cause i was talking to claudear :) and had to mornign call Alicia bear at 7.30.Woke up lazily morning call her and went to wash up and met them up outside school.Seems that Aik Xiang the leader was LATE?! hahas so we just made the production ourselfs.*stupid enlish project! hahas we kinda did it on the spot kind of thing.Finished and went home to change and went to bukit timah? hahas just to play pool with bear for awhile and bought another pack.(guilty pleasures suck most) went home again to change and brought book and went to KAP met up with Honteck,Ellis,Roy,Eugene NAKAMURA and Ziying barbie(hongteck and ellis left when i reached) xD hahas hilarious but feels good to stick with them? hahas like just the observation of Roy playing his retro gameboy,Eugene usual drunk self and ziying's laughter ? Wellll,Like the saying goes, U only treasure things when they'r gone.hahas...So after that we went to dance at timah till really late.Decided to head my home and off we went! Kinda bored and all got into that sleepy mode.haha Eugene fell asleep while we were watching x men:wolverine origins? hahas roy was just playing his game boy! xDD than met up with Bryan keong downstair had a lil dinner and just slacked.
They left and all was good :)

sometimes in life we fear to say or do something?Its like the tiniest details of life that eventually comes out of the environment just like those books that have pops out pictureS? Thanks guy. U showed me how true friens are.

Perhaps,but,maybe

2009-04-14T06:49:00.000-07:00

OK im back up posting guys :D haha saw the awesome video? o.o yea love it.(Esp. the phrases)
Ok..so today was totally emberassing and unlucky...Pretty much a bad day.
woke up with fever cough sore throat and flu.Still dragged myself to school cause MYE.Everything in my aspect looked so slow yet fast? o.o hahas i guess thats how i feel when i'm sick? hahas weird as it is,its true.So time was super slow today as the agonising headache kept piercing my head >< .
Before i knew it,it was end of school and i realised soo much shitty things happened today? First was the whistling case,i don't even remember whether i whistled! and i just admitted for it..luckily i had no punishment for it.In addition was Miss Bhavani's english detention for those who didn't pass up her work? dang when i reached home i realised it was in my file all along! so i served 2 hours of detention for nothing and wasted 2 hours of my life...
detention has got to be the worse punishment.First u get tormented by boredom , second u totally waste ur life there, lastly ur forced to make use of the time to do something constructive like scribble on a piece of paper?(*laughs at evelyn) haha nah like homework or catching up with revision? but its hard to focus after like a million hours of school? o.o hahas...Well i guess its how u see it.(swear not gonna get into dentention anymore)

So yea that was my day on 14/4/09~
Ended with tuition from 7pm to 9pm still with my sick self as usual..
*yawns im getting sleepy i guess and its exactly ten'o'clock..Lols kinda boring post sorry guys :D see ya ...

perhaps,i really want to get you something,but i'm not sure how u will react and maybe its all a illusion i hope to see once again~

nick.

DANCE QUOTES: by Eddie Uehara

2009-04-11T23:05:00.001-07:00

Thats what drives every dancer....i guess

2009-04-05T02:08:00.000-07:00

d.lauchengco

Hey hey guys back to posting ahha before 'anyone else' start telling me to ressurect my dead blog ><><>

The Performance(musical):

It was pretty awesome i must say!(duh -.- dope(hate this word) dancers were all there).The title of the musical was called "cinderella where they fuse modern and hip hop together.O.o drastic difference? your wrong ! I don't know how but they really ,made it look nice and smooth with hip hop and modern combined! haha and surprisingly I took a liking on modern.I MEAN can u believe it? lols MODERN? me? haha hard to believe myself but it was nice! At least i got to learn how to appreciate modern Credits go to Brian himself and RYAN! lols some 'o' school teacher.Still pondering on whether i should go for studio classes too! ahhas opinions anyone? :))

Went to ceng meng:Respects to the dead in chinese or watever language tat is at senja gaikan.Till 11 and went to kj house to help him with his warcraft dota thing .Than went on back home

Well thats about it wanted to post about some other thoughts in my head but kinda lazy to.cya around the devil's bend

Behind me the habit came running back in crying and dreading me to go back.i wished i kicked it back."i wish"
Interiorly~

Life's very day

2009-04-01T07:39:00.000-07:00

Hey guys im back ...Shall update my blog cause sorta think its dieing on me.Well today we had art for the first 2 periods and that daren lunchengco guy(one of his pieces above) came for his workshop..its to go on for 3 weeks so yea..he used to be going through some depression sickness and admire how he joked and shared his depression weirdness with us :D it kinda takes alot i guess.So his art is more dark and sorta scary but yea there is that humour and irony in it which makes it very nice! Well love some of his pieces.Thats abt the most interesting thing that happened in school today -.- lols as boring as it is its true!

Oh and i was thinking..hmm...How people treat other people so differently.Ever though of it?I mean its like if person A says something than person B would make a sarcastic remark.But if Person C says the exact same thing person B would just join in or laugh about it? haha...Yea i've been kinda thinking about that and stuff..O.o its weird yea? But i mean...Does it mean that people are natural hypocrites? or what issit? hahas Comment! ;D lets see your thoughts world! Hmms...oh wells lets just let things go its way? i mean thats probably the most easier way out of stuff.Which relates to another topic which i've been thinking about to.Is caring too much put people in a spot where they suffer cause they care and stuff?I mean i've been true it and it did feel true..Like if u didn't have a care in the world u would probably be the most carefree joyfull person ever?yet sometimes it feels good caring.Though caring abt someone so dead and depressed makes u worry and gives u a load of problems but the very fact that NO ONE else cares but urself makes u feel like that special person and the very guardian angel of that person? I mean its a very controversial topic yet most people choose the path where they dun give much of a shit yea? hahas Well enough oh my post for now :D shall let ya guys write comments if ya have any :D peace

check the art teaacher blog out awesome drawings and sketching.A real feel to it,
http://dlauchengco.blogspot.com/

And so i thought i was the only one sick of it..
peace yea?A crash that came through under and outt~

Time flew time stopped

2009-03-29T07:26:00.000-07:00

Its ten fourty five.

And i'm exhausted oh boy oh boy.shall not post much so actually just so u guys know,this post was wayyy longer until somehow 'magically' blogger cut my post by more than 3/4 thanks loads! -.- roarrr~anyways i gtg sleep yooo shall post tomorrow.I'm thinking of something interesting to post about anyways.
--and so i once said

'The best pictures are captured in your mind'
imy~

craps O.o

2009-03-22T07:39:00.000-07:00

ahha incase none of ya'll notice my html was slightly broken? haha thanks to my wonderous,special funny ah mei she did it again! haha helping me fix my blog :PP wooots
thanks ANGEL WU AH MEI! :DD
Currently listening to by the way by the red hot chilli peppers u guys should go listen :D very melodramatic song as said by dave the teddy bear...
currently struggling cause the ingenious Nicholas thought he could have done every homework last minute and yet im still here doing it..
Decided to do a shoutout to those special people in my life:
-Dave teddy MATEY! back at australia
-ALicia pang bear bear CHEER UP :D
-Angel wu ah mei last long long with J!<3 hahas
-daniel lols i miss the sec 1 times.been wanting to say this but thought it'll sound pretty gay but who gives a shit anyways eh? XD
-Kai jie brother he doesn't know it but he always makes me laugh somehow
-Vanessa girl girl :D miss her loads loads too and her bellownes :D
-Roy! my dance partner as well as an Awesome PINOY friend? :D
-Michelle and Dulcie these 2 must be together! all hail the mouse and coww.CAtch up some times yea?
-MUMMY! :D haha as the previous previous post i posted our pic! haha thanks to her im still here saint? haha XD
-Sister? haha also named angel O.o in a creepy way haha for her non-stop nonsensical laughters
-Zhong ping miss pingy pong pong! been ages since we caught up
-Nadzirah mother for her support for ma dance and non stop nonsense toos XD
-He an! for aattempting to help me in A math today! ahhas
-AMANDA meh meh~ hoho i wouldn't forget u! :P when i was down u were there to let me rant by? :D thanks loads loads BFF! :D( im not gay haha)
-cheryl WONG ah bi! lols cheer up tooos >< the world is a better place when u smile :DD
-Lastly claudia dearie :PP <3

OK now that im done being happy about those that were there for me i shall continue my battle with the books.TEXT books ....
-nick
A blue bird once told me:
"True faith has nothing to do with beseeching someone else for help.Each of us creates our own happiness"

so i chose to believe once again

2009-03-21T20:18:00.000-07:00

THis morning i woke up and realise even in my dreams those piles of homework were still giving me the same ol pressure.SO here i am now waking up,choosing not to go out and decided to face the consequences -.- .Lets see its 11.35am
by 6pm i'm suppose to have everything done...we'll see

Its all me yea?

2009-03-21T08:52:00.000-07:00

Hello world here i am updating again? So its a saturday night and i have been at home the whole day yea? Been doing alot of reflection and stuff on things.God i have been at home the whole day and realise how meaningless sometime i lead my life.Started as a simple guy with simple ambitions and eventually getting my pride in the way? haha, its funny if u think about it.Life changes really fast and how quickly that few seconds could either save one life or crush someones biggest ambitions?

A blue bird once flew past and said: " Don't be a Jack of all traits Nicholas,
Just a master of one?"
That day it really took a hold of me and i was like Gosh O.o is this what i really wanted?Or something i thought people will see me as? oh welll i wish i could just type my brain out right now but i have piles and moutains of homework waiting for me.I have gotta do it or mdm nora is soo gonna kill me as well as the other teachers(neither would i want to dissapoint any of them do i?) After all this IS my repeated year...and Hell i should be doing better than the rest of the class?
Push it harder Nicholas

Nick what do u want in life? NO one to prove wrong but myself to Control.Prove it to myself yea? Show that those that have been by my side has not been wasting their efforts yea?

Life..

2009-03-09T04:34:00.000-07:00

Hello RED dot!
okkk guys im finally back and gosh there have been events going on!!
(gonna just take a mini break from reality and starta posting!)

Oookk...here are the stuff tat have been happening:
-Sec 1 camp
-Regin's birthday
-Meet ups with my ol'long lost primary school matesss!

First thing first,hehe sec 1 camp.
Hopefully i wont be ending up just posting this event cause goshhh its long and im not even sure whether i can recollect everything here.
first day as usual it'll start off boring with all the speeches and regulations(BUT HEY,without those the sec 1 camp will probably end up in a killing spree or something)
This year batch is okkkkk~ i guess :D but my class was awesome! gooo guys :D ,Well they'r not exactly perfect and stuff but stillll they'r awesome...-.- haha am i even making sense..?
SOOOO first it was bag check and GOSH! i found like a whole picnic basket of some sort???All sort of stuff was found in this year sec1's !Even a 1.5litre Coke...i mean GUYS? lols its sec 1 camp,not a holiday leisure camp ? hahah anyways back to the camp,after that was check in,CLeaned up the classroom layed down the rules and off to ice breakers! (weeee) lols love ice breakers...Getting to know the people u dunno well better and stuff,Looking at the sec 1 camps bond really brings up memories dun they?(*sigh i miss my classs! xD ) OK moment OVER! nexxt! Team building ahha hilarious stuff happen,SHan't elaborate or it'll end up one HELL of a boring speech :D
OH BUT! one thing must highlight,WE went through BUTTER HILL haha Gosh it was fun!Reliving my sec 1 life? Gawd i miss my class :( . ANyyyways second day went through more team building games and the ohhh sooo frigging torturous SIlent meal....lols i admit i did talk a lil too >< haha.THird day was rather sad atmosphere was tense but we instructors had to make the best of it :D and im glad or rather hope that i made a impact on the sec 1's life yea? haha GO 1/1!!
Now Regin's birthday.
lols it was hilarous went wit claudearrrr!~ hahas :DD was all fun went between two places.Vivo and Jurong point.Haha lazy to post too much abt what we did but One phrase explains it all "Tiramisu smells like rotten egg"
Thank you :D ahha

LASTLY! I MET Up with 2 of my logn lost primary school friends :D One in which i never got to know.
-Kathleen(*meowww)
-Roxanne(*wofff joey!)
haha it was all fun :D

Well life goes on as i expect more and more from it.
or at least,i wish i had more expectations from myself as i failed again and again and again.
Theres something wrong wit me..too many barriers to break.Too many misunderstandings to clear,too many contradictions i wish i could sort out.

*failing over and over again aint fun trust me.I just wished i had someone to talk to about it.I turn left and right as i head through the valley of waves.The serenity was too much,and so was the loud hailing through the echoing hall.what do i want?

As i spelled my name out again,i asked

kill me please :D

2009-02-26T12:50:00.000-08:00

I have gotta stop it.

Hey guys back to updating.As ya'll can see its 12:34 -.- andddd i didn't go to school.Oh shit oh shit oh shiitt~ i soooo needed to go school today had E math common test!but nooOOoo i have no idea why i didn't wake up.At the same time i had this super weird dream about me and swimming O.O. like it was as if i was in a world where its humanly possible to swim from one country to another without getting exhausted(im nt a very good swimmer btw).For some reason there was alot of chasing in the dream as well as fighting -.- lols as stupid and dumb as it sounds its truee~Can i have one of those dream readers find out what on earth is wrong with my dream? o.o
Gonna have to take MC for my sickening head ache and oh gawd im lazy to go down to the polyclinic -.- sheesh!~ Hopefully i will be able to make full use of today without my stupid aches in my body and slight head ache affecting it.Realise i can be really distracted easily nowadays like im all jumpy and shit.I can't really concentrate much on just one thing at a time but rather do soo many things at once and get none of them completed -.- shit Nicholas u gotta grab a hold of yourself! Anyways yea i shall end here hopefully post some more later on :D
p.s im gonna put songs on soon enough as soon as i find a proper music host :D.Recommendations .

As it continues

2009-02-23T03:58:00.000-08:00

I wake up in the morning sniffing that same damp humid air as i will always;every other day.
Thinking i was on the right path all along,and realised it was just a shortcut to that same damp humid air.I'm sorry guys, as much as i hate being like this my every growing hate for the needs by me isn't that all so simple.Not knowing what to type as the fan creaks the same old sound.Everythings the same.Nothing changed.Except.....
me?

helloo~ humanoids! well i'm back again! Okkk soooo,how's life peeps? well for me its kinda on the down side? well its hard to tell? haha :D i mean its kinda normal for me to smile,normal for me to stone.So either way, im still normal me! but theres this really queasy feeling! No idea why? O.o im like not satisfied with life.Or at least life is not satisfied with me?haha Its weirddd~ shitty mood swings(got i feel like a girl :/) So today managed to complete all the files i owed mdm Nora (finally -.-) and yea,for now i gotta study hard common test is coming up! tomorrow is history!! :D study study O.O gotta buckle up....~ ok guess i'll end here :D
*sorry for the rant guys~ haha
REMINDER: Nick u have history test tomorrow! study!
As i hear that same ol song i wished i knew what i wanted,
,nick

2009-02-14T09:57:00.000-08:00

HEY ya'll! :D Time for another post!~ hhaha sooo yea today was V DAY!happy V -a-l-e-n-t-i-n-e's day peeps! well today was fun i guess :D just that i couldn't spend the day with those i hoped with.(oh wells~) :D
haha another 'lepak' day for me..Woke up at 2pm today O.o Gosh i was exhausted the day before.!
heres my busy f'ed up life:
13/02/09
slept at 1 am the day before
-woke up at 5pm to meet a friend and left for school
-Reached school for cross country (ahem)
-rusheed to AEM after that
-by than it was 5pm went to meet nadz and did our rehearsals
-reached home at 9! -.-
exhausted as i was i went to do some homework. and off ta my favourite part of everyday.SLEEP~zzzzzzzz
ANYYYWAYS back to the topic : VALENTINES day~
So you see i woke up late 2.30pm~ ! :D
procrastinated, and off ta the showers.Around 3+ went down the house and got fetched by Odell,Eugene T.,Maverick and Jianming.Played around in the cab! reached causeway met up with sebas and the girls.Did some stupid stuff and off to lot 1 we went.
By than it was 8 slacked at arcade for awhile got high over some weird fighting game.Saw jiahao and the rest and off we went to eat.*hungry as hell and the whole shopping centre was packed!!! SUPER!!ONLY LJS was free.Than we chiong and ate loads! xDDD got imma pig.
Went to timah after that played pool and lan and backed home~another day in my life O.o hahaha What a way to celebrate valentine day~.<3 woooots! hahaha :D
guess im done here.....
P.S eugene tee is on the fone nw , and his english sucks :D ty~
,nick

2009-02-09T05:48:00.000-08:00

Humanoids Nick has arrived! ;D hahas...Wellll today was sorta Dooms day for me O.o
I counted the steps as i stepped into the classroom while the SHE 'devil' walked in.
Squinting my eyes hoping it was a dream she called my name.(lols too much drama) O.O hahas
but yeaaa today was soooooooo retarded,Both good and bad? hahas,well we started the day with Math(explains the she devil) and thus she sorta 'punish me' by making me sit at the teachers desk(FYI: I hate ppl that give me special attention,ESP teachers) Its a nono~ good sign u know?
welll yea sooo i kept quiet the whole day just so she won't have a chance to 'SUUPER ULTRA LASER BEAM MY ASS with her annoying voice' hohooho,than the day continued with RME which was super retarded as well :D( in a good sense) (Ms Sit makes the worst jokes though :x).
ART was awesome but our upcoming project is B-0-r-i-n-g!! :D

RECESS was totally disastrous manage to get those greenyy forms from the she devil as my passed up file wasn't valid(HEY! itriedmy best yo!) sooo -.- i just kept saying orh as her SUPER ULTRA LASER BEAM annoying voice shooot through my head like bullets going through one of those test dummies -.- dang i hate her..grrr( oh wells life continues) BULLSHIT! shes soo gonna be my math teachers for the rest of this 2 YEARS! Didn't manage to get recess and my stomach was growling nuts!
THE day ended with mahjongs black jack and Chor tai di! Some of 'em guys came over to play ..Played till 6+ and they all left.Went straight to the showers and WOOOOSH i went to homework ><.ok seriously being too damn drama.Shall end here people-noids 'she bit the smile off her face'
,nick

2009-02-07T20:19:00.000-08:00

Helloo humanoids~! As ya'll can see i just created this blog! (Thanks to Me,Nadzirah mum and of course my Angel mei mei)hoho thanks all! :D
I'm kinda lazy to put imeem codes just yet,give me a few days guys! haha...Anyways its a sunday,which means sleeping early and going to school early again tomorrow -.- My life is way too routine!! GOD! like the song everyday is exactly the same by nine inch nails.Those of you that know my link gotta be honoured! Cause i don't really want much people to be able to view my blog.(lols dun ask me why,i don't really know either xD)
Later meeting up with Amanda,Meiting and Clynston(hope i didn't spell wrong) Maybe meeting awhile than go home already cause i have loads of homework and filing ta do!! So yea just a boring post on this for now? :D see ya humanoids

P.s NOTE:NICHOLAS stop procrastinating